Assalamualaikum.W.B.T
Khamis/Thursday
19th December 2015
4.00 a.m
Lagenda Coffee House
I cannot sleep at all, my friggin eyes were red. I hate it, I Hate this feeling..When my heart is willing to choose someone..it always broke down..crash and burn...
I don't even know how I feel..Allahu..granted me peace inside...I cannot bare this alone...A lots of thing playing around my head...am I outta of my mind...???
Well , this song is dedicated to people out there who feels lonely by themselves..having to rethink about having to let go of the special one..and realising how miserable life is without her...
and some other problems@matters which make u lonely
--**Secondhand serenade-Is there Anybody Out There**--
You can say goodbye,
To all the things that you have ever known.
You can say goodbye,
And leave behind the life that you have grown.
What's the point?
You try to start from scratch,
but get let down,
You can say goodbye,
Just to realize there's no-one left around.
So what am I fighting for.
Tell me,
Is there anybody out there?
Am I swimming through this empty sea alone?
Am I looking for an answer
Or am I trying to find a way to get back home?
Is there anybody out there?
Would you hear me if I screamed or if I cried?
I'm looking for an answer
And just trying to find a way to survive.
You can live and die,
Without the chance to find out what you're worth,
You can live and die,
And never find the one that she'd deserve,
You can walk alone,
And live inside the shadows in your heart,
You can say goodbye
Only to find you've been alone right from the start
So what am I fighting for?
Tell me,
Is there anybody out there?
am I swimming through this empty sea alone?
Am I looking for an answer,
Or am I trying to find a way to get back home?
Is there anybody out there,
Would you hear me if I screamed or if I cried?
I am looking for an answer
And just trying to find a way to survive.
Never thought that I would end up all alone,
Every day I'm feeling further away from home,
I can't catch my breath,
but I'm holding on.
Is there anybody out there?
is this the last time I have to say goodbye?
Am I staring at my future?
Is it time to take charge of my life?
Is there anybody out there?
Am I swimming through this empty sea alone?
Am I looking for an answer,
or am I trying to find a way to get back home?
Is there anybody out there?
Would you hear me if I screamed or if I cried?
I am looking for an answer,
And just trying to find a way to survive,
a way to survive,
and I'm holding on.
"The Script -Breakeven"
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even
Her best days were some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even... even... no
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even... no
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even)
Oh, you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and honour to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break...
No, it don't break
No, it don't break even, no
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
(Oh glad you're okay now)
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
(Oh I'm falling, falling)
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even)
Oh, it don't break even no
Oh, it don't break even no
Oh, it don't break even no
--**Avril Lavigne - Tomorrow**--
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't
When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...
[Chorus:]
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't
Gimme a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...
[Chorus:]
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, and I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, and I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...
Tomorrow it may change [4x]
** hampir manusia semua sama saja**most of all people that I known..I don't trust them a bit..my heart has been torn down so many times...by so many people..friends, enemy , some families, some of my special one before...I've been searching for the meaning of this life, the best part of this life...but I still haven't found what I'm looking for...I failed ...but my heart won't accept the fact ..that its already bleeding out worst. Ya Allah ...please help me....help me God. I have no one could give a little bit strength to move my feet and start walking back from the scratch . Allah dry my tears please.
Blackened Blooded broken hearted
**kurosaki Sharmsul©™**
Sharmsul Bahri Bin Shuib
I might gone today...but I'll be back One day......but I won't let my heart open up to someone, anyone or anybody else..This is heart ..I will keep it to myself . I won't give my heart away to anyone!!!! :-( :-(
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